I
so did not want a root canal and although I couldn't chew on the right side of
my mouth for more than 6 months, I still patiently prayed for my miracle
healing.
After
all, I kept telling myself, “I am healed by the stripes of Christ.”
Am
I right?
I’ve
prayed for healing a lot over the past decade as I’ve suffered from chronic
conditions that have often left me lying in bed for extended periods of time.
So
it seemed like a miracle healing to avoid a root canal was a no-brainer. It
wouldn’t take too much of God’s time and so would be a win-win for him and I. But
no miracle healing arrived. In fact, quite to the contrary, my tooth got worse
(go figure!).
I
prayed for the intercession of St. Alena (toothaches are her specialty) and
took homeopathic remedies.
Still
nothing.
Finally
I couldn’t put it off any longer and scheduled the dreaded root canal
appointment.
That’s
when my pleading changed; my definition of a miracle evolved.
I
began to see that the fact that I could go get a root canal that would be—essentially—pain
free was a miracle! Sure the roof-of-the-mouth shot hurt and the 2 ½ hour
procedure was a bit exhausting and the throbbing after-root-canal procedure
pain was there…but the fact remained that the root canal was a success and the
pain wasn’t anything like, let’s say, having a tooth extracted a century ago.
Miracles
abound.
I
began to thank God for the miracle of being able to have a root canal. Crazy,
right? Yes and no.
It
occurred to me that we live our lives knee-deep in miracles—things we
definitely take for granted can be moved in our minds from “expectations” to
the “miraculous” and thus make us more grateful throughout our day.
And
what I see as a miracle is probably way different than what you see as a
miracle and that’s why we don’t really need to share them with each other (except of course I had to share this one to make a point!);
rather, the miracles we choose to see (because it really is a choice) can be kept between ourselves and God and
simply raise our spirits to him as they are filled with gratitude.
Who
would have thought that a root canal was a miracle and an answer to prayer! Not
me, that’s for sure.
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